Another rebirth

I'm not really sure how I got here. I was just messing around, pleasantly high, and boom I'm on this page starting a blog. I am a high school drop-out with some college and I was at one point a Medic for my city and largest hospital. But, someone is going to remark on my bad grammar, sentence structure, mostly spelling. That is if anyone ever reads this.

I'm sitting on the porch of my friend's house, I am dog sitting, even though I have a family. Two kids ages 8 & 9. They are with their dad this weekend, they are at the house the kids and I are staying in. we are one month from officially being able to get d-i-v-o-r-c-e-d! It's been a long road, but thankfully not as long as some. Shout out to my friend Amanda!!
he sexually assaulted me, after years of matrimonial rape. I think all is good now. I am almost officially away from him, except for our children, I am so excited for this new chance on life. I didn't think it was a possibility,  But by actually sexually assaulting me, he allowed me the freedom, to tell him to fuck off. Previous to that I had a whole range of emotions, including but not limited to: when he demanded sex it was my duty, I had been very sick, what was going to do? I had no money and 2 children and I felt like crap.

That's all Ive got for now.